J
Just my voice inside your head: I love you J
In fact J is insane himself and that make it more possible that he hear my voice in his head excactly like I have done with his in over 4 monthes. I see him a little here and a little there and on the centre I are to on the days. He is there to and then you all say to me that I should talk to him. But in real notification I'm to afraid. I feel so fucking sorry for him. He look excactly like I feel and if he look like I feel, how the fuck do this guy feel like? I have never feel this way and I hate it. Murder me, Please. I can't take this. I'm afraid that if I start to talk with him and spend time with him that the thing that always happen should happen.
That I stop love the person.
In fact J is insane himself and that make it more possible that he hear my voice in his head excactly like I have done with his in over 4 monthes. I see him a little here and a little there and on the centre I are to on the days. He is there to and then you all say to me that I should talk to him. But in real notification I'm to afraid. I feel so fucking sorry for him. He look excactly like I feel and if he look like I feel, how the fuck do this guy feel like? I have never feel this way and I hate it. Murder me, Please. I can't take this. I'm afraid that if I start to talk with him and spend time with him that the thing that always happen should happen.
That I stop love the person.
Ignore me
Long story, no selfish act.
I'm happy for freaking sake! I only act cool for people to be jealousy at me. In fact I don't know how to take me out of this madness right know because people in fact read this shit and it's more than the other blogs except http://terrorin.blogg.se
EXCITING
Let the fuck of in my depressing shit of love, it's not even interesting. You people who are reading this have 23 other blogs to read but this one seams to be a hot one. But it's kinda hot for me... And I'm not gonna stop it. This is my souvenir for a memory who will destroy everything inside. You understand? ha?
Just one resolve:
Make it your own style, girls and boys.
I'm happy for freaking sake! I only act cool for people to be jealousy at me. In fact I don't know how to take me out of this madness right know because people in fact read this shit and it's more than the other blogs except http://terrorin.blogg.se
EXCITING
Let the fuck of in my depressing shit of love, it's not even interesting. You people who are reading this have 23 other blogs to read but this one seams to be a hot one. But it's kinda hot for me... And I'm not gonna stop it. This is my souvenir for a memory who will destroy everything inside. You understand? ha?
Just one resolve:
Make it your own style, girls and boys.
I wish
I wish I could know you, but my wishes never come true. But I will keep wishing, only for you. You are my last hope, I can't take this anylonger. I love you. I hope for you, I hope I will love you anyway. You are slowly killing me, I'm gonna cut me tonight. Cut me for you, to make my body scared for you. You deserve it and I need scars for anybody else than Corey. Only a little scar.
Wish for me to not die tonight. But your wishes will never come true because it's all because of me. The easiest way would be death, but I wish to hard in life to let go. Only a little wound. Only for you.
4 years of complete skin but I'm gonna destroy that tonight. I wish for a wound big enough for people to react but I'm not gonna make it anylonger, it have gone 4 years, I'm not that strong anylonger. But we will see blood tonight.
Wish for me to not die tonight. But your wishes will never come true because it's all because of me. The easiest way would be death, but I wish to hard in life to let go. Only a little wound. Only for you.
4 years of complete skin but I'm gonna destroy that tonight. I wish for a wound big enough for people to react but I'm not gonna make it anylonger, it have gone 4 years, I'm not that strong anylonger. But we will see blood tonight.
And love said no
I feel for you. You look like I feel, and in some kind of way that make me calm. You seem to be a so very nice person, I wish I could know you. But I'm afraid, so afraid.
You
I'm falling apart for you. You have me and I don't know what to do. I think for real this time. And I realy think I love you.
You are
You are everywhere. I don't know what to believe, but I believe in you. I know your name now, and I say you are the first.
If nothing ever will match because we both are to scared of love
You told me that you is to broken for me to love.
I tell you that something that is broken need love.
You told me that you is to ill looking to love.
I tell you that all I saw was a beautiful sight.
You told me that you is to scared for the world.
I tell you that all I saw was a brave person.
You told me that you know that I have someone else.
I tell you that I never had someone else.
You told me that noone can se you.
I tell you that all I see is you.
You told me that you have look at me before.
I tell you that I have saw you everytime we meet.
You told me that you is to ashamed of love.
I tell you that I never have seen such pure love.
You told me that you don't believe me.
I tell you that I believe in you.
You told me that I was an angel, a demon, God and Satan.
I tell you I can be everything you think.
You told me that I can choose anyone except you.
I tell you that I even can't have you.
I tell you that something that is broken need love.
You told me that you is to ill looking to love.
I tell you that all I saw was a beautiful sight.
You told me that you is to scared for the world.
I tell you that all I saw was a brave person.
You told me that you know that I have someone else.
I tell you that I never had someone else.
You told me that noone can se you.
I tell you that all I see is you.
You told me that you have look at me before.
I tell you that I have saw you everytime we meet.
You told me that you is to ashamed of love.
I tell you that I never have seen such pure love.
You told me that you don't believe me.
I tell you that I believe in you.
You told me that I was an angel, a demon, God and Satan.
I tell you I can be everything you think.
You told me that I can choose anyone except you.
I tell you that I even can't have you.
I promise you
"You don't want me, I promise you, you don't want me."
"Think if I realy want you."
