Getting your attention!!!

Getting your attention!!!
So for a more great welcome, read the insert before!
I have this brilliant idea about Paul Grey, I'm so fucking sorry that he is gone. But I'm not realy sure he is all gone...

BECAUSE: (the explanation)
I have talked with the slipknot guys in almost 5 years (including Craig, he talkes alot) So what is the more completed translation of birth than Paul birth here with me?
It took me alot of powers to get him, mental power. Because I am afraid of this animals...
And what is more obvious than paul get birth inside a "maggot" A maggot had been ok but then he came with this extreamly pain... He is a centipede!

BECAUSE:
Paul didn't stop talking when he was dead, no, the other way, he talked more. He said he had fooled himself to do what he did to die... And that he in that way was reborn as the most mentaly angry animal you can find.
So I starting have this "nightmares" about him, that he was a BIG FUCKING CENTIPEDE!! A big black maybe 20 cm tall (7,87 inches) and that is one of my biggest fears!

BECAUSE:
I have this big respect for kreepy crawling things...

BUT:
Brave as I am I look it up. I started to post posts on maybe two forums, And I get one on the line! The only fucking borner of Mardonius Parilis Acuticonus in Sweden and she simply just in this point have babys on this one!!!

COOL, BECAUSE:
It's kinda cool, it's kinda "hello! Hello! I'm alive! I'm alive! I'm Paul, buy me! Buy me!" So I send a message to her and say I wanted to buy one, and I was seriously when (my mom thought I had became MORE crazy) to get on a bus and go down to Malmö (miles after miles after miles away) to get the little fucker!

BUT:
But the borner (Mikaela) answered and say she will post them so they can transport it to me, and I say "ok"...

THE FACT:
So when I was going to buy Paul I buyed 3 more. (Like the strings of a bass.) If someone will die on the way here to my home. I got this aquarium with 6 sides and a mirror in, so paul feel like home, sixes and a mirror, he will se himself. So I got this 4 little maggots and I was so fucking afraid of them! Those litte being! But I promise you, they are fucking dangerous! [explain later]

IN THA AQUARIUM:
Welll I got them, I put them all (miles away from them with my hands) in the aquarium. Three of them simply run under something and dissepeard. But the fourth did take a explore around the aquarium. Look at the picture:

This one I simply named "Paul", He was not like the other ones, he took a explorer trip around the aquarium and after that he place himself eating on a big leaf. So I smiled, And walk from him. When I got back he had fucking lay himself as a S like [Slipknot]!!
Isn't that incredible!?

AND:

So I named him Paul, and say to myself "the first one I see every time will be Paul". I named his brothers to Grey (like his surname, and because they are going to be grey and alot of black big fuckers when they grow up), the other brother to Slipknot (who I thought had a splitterd mind) and the one I thoughed was a girl I named 2 (two).

THIS IS PAUL:


He's gonna grow up and be a black sick fucking 8 inches long angry maggot to millipede! After this life, me and Paul come up with he wanna be a little pig. So I will buy him then too, A minipig! But these millipedes is from Conco's rainforest and can live up to 10 years and be like 7-8 inces (20-25 cm). Paul has it great, eating all the time, got alot of water, have his family, and a big fucking mirror he can look i all the time, so he don't forget how incredible mentaly sic he is.

FACT:
  • Millipedes like paul (Mardonius Parilis Acuticonus) can be up to 20-25 cm + (7-9 inches +).
  • Millipedes like paul born white but become black after a year or 10 cm (4 inchec).
  • Millipedes like paul can live up to 10 years.
  • Millipedes like paul is the next biggest type, the biggerst is cald african black or something like that.
  • Millipedes like paul is poisonous, they poison get you cancer after frequent contact.
  • Millipedes like paul like to live in a group.
  • Millipedes like paul is kinda hard to get, I don't know how many different types of millipedes there are, but I'm kinda sure over 1000...

This is paul when he get bigger:
I'm kinda sure that is his parents, the small one is the boy...



This is paul now:
I'm kinda sure that's paul's brothers and sisters...



I am afraid of them of all my heart, they have given me nightmares a few times... But I love them in this vierd way... Better than nothing or ar you not just satisfied with this?

Hope you believe me because I am 99% sure.

AFTERPOINT:
  1. Just in this exactly moment I find out "What the hell? In the video dead memories - Slipknot, Paul is around mirrors... humm, vierd... like always...
  1. Just for exactly some weeks ago AFTER me and paul agreed with he was going to be a pig, I realised one of his masks look like a pig... Crazy, like always...
  1. Cancer and people living together... Mardonius parilis acuticonus poision is carcinogenic and people, yeah you get the point.

THE END


If you want to read more about Paul and his sisters and brothers you can look here:
Mardonius Parilis Acuticonus


tatto and the clock


I have made a tatto to, it look's like this:



And it is symbolicing this ( I translate from swedish to english on this one):

ok many wondering what tattoo mean / mean and I will try to explain it a little fast ... I would also like to highlight that this is something I painted in 2009 and is an image that for me then was completely rejected in spite of this, I kept on:

The time while it is common, a digital clock (made of stretch) that if you add hop, for example, the Court 12 (IIIIIIIIIIII) going to such Court 3 (III) going, it will be 15 for example ... As a digital clock.

Then, as many know, I believe in reborns and I think I died at 0600 in my former life, thus pointing at the 18, while it points to the two open areas between 12 and 6. Thus = 6:00

It is also full, quarter past, half and quarter in the red.
Because I think I was reborn of them red-marked stretch where I did not put lamps. Then I thought about my personal identity and that is: 900 422 -**** and they last four digits are roughly 1545, that is where they red distance is selected. And I am also born around 04.00 on the morning... spooky

But I think also that I will die at 18.00 in this life ...
Well we may vell see ...



So Swedish digital time is correct; example; 13.00 = 01.00AM/PM
But in the same time it can be: 23.00 = 11.00AM/PM
over and over again
In sweden we have:

  • 00.00 =[spookytime/end/begining of the day]
  • 01.00 =[01.00 morning]
  • 02.00
  • 03.00
  • 04.00
  • 05.00
  • 06.00
  • 07.00
  • 08.00
  • 09.00
  • 10.00
  • 11.00
  • 12.00
  • 13.00 = [1 again]
  • 14.00
  • 15.00
  • 16.00
  • 17.00
  • 18.00
  • 19.00
  • 20.00
  • 21.00
  • 22.00
  • 23.00 =[last hour on the day, after that, 00.00]
One tour around the clock...
In example USA you have AM and PM witch is confusing because It can be [after midnight] and [past midnight] and then the same is the same, it's confusing... And you have example time 03.00AM/PM American time... witch is 15.00 in Swedish time on the day and 03.00AM/PM is 03.00 on the night in Sweden... You You get it?

Our system is more normal, right?, your's?!  I don't know what you where thinking when you was made your digital time...




So There you go!

yeah yeah. . .

corey taylor terrorin alive

I will never hate this picture, We can love it in a millions ways.

, Corey.

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Sid Sid Sid .D

I love your fucking tattos man! It's so fucking great! I love to hope, maybe I have more for you?




iiiih


Paul

Paul Gray


My millipede!! This is Paul! I have 3 more but they hide in the terrarium somewhere, this is the only one who didn't hide at all, this is paul! He told me I will recordnize him always :) He is 2 cm tall :)

Fact and questions about me

Fact and questions about me

Name: Therese Hedlund
Age: 1990
Haircollor: Blond
Eyecollor: Gray
Lenght: 170 cm / 66,9 inches
My little pony: Confetti
Favoritcollor: black
Favoritmovie: The silence of the lambs
Favoritdinner: Reddish? haha no I meen food
Favoritband: Slipknot?
Favoritperson: Corey Taylor? Are you there?
Sickness: ADHD and schizophrenia
Meds: Ritalin , Haldol, Seroquel, Abilify
Best friend: Juuliay maybe or Therese or Kenta or some of the others
First boyfriend: Henrik :S
Favoritanimal: BUNNY! horses and dogs
First animal: A guenipig, name Esmeralda
First Bunny: Furry
Numbers of bunnies: over 40
Best Bunny: Bunny ;) (or Elvis reborn, picture) --->
Pets: My dog Cleo (woff/hitler) and my hamster Brandy (LSD)
Now listening: Nightwish
Favoritdrink: beer 5,2 or Coca cola zero
Favorittime: 11.11 , 22.22 , 00.00 (you can wish something then, take up your legs)
Best view: Stars falling
seasons: Winter


How do you get up into your name?
I was psychotic and thought about my theories and get up to that Terra was to simple and that I even has been calld terror and I thought about terror in your brain and in the same time terrorin sound a little bit like theories. Alive I get from my email adress ([email protected]) also= @ = A + live = Alive. se= Sweden...

How start Corey Taylor's voice inside your head?
Agree, it's not voices it is teleporting... So, I was on Hultsfredsfestivalen 2006 and started to hear Corey's voice when I went to his concert.

Do you have MSN?
yes I have...

Where do you live?
I live in Sweden. In the capital Stockholm in the place Täby. It is a big gallopplace for horses here...

Do you only like Slipknot?
No I like alot of music but Slipknot is the first I think about because Corey has force me to listening to it so much. He say I will be number 9 in Slipknot. In some vierd..way I belive him. But I know it is realy retarded... I also like Strapping young lad, Mindless self indulgence, Pendulum, Stone Sour (ofcorse), Infected Mushroom, In flames, HIM, Marilyn Manson, Nine inch nails, Prodigy, Rob Zombie, Static-X, The Qemists, Vapenlicens (Vapenlicens is my friends band, you can check it out at http://www.myspace.com/vapenlicens or download there album at http://vapenlicens.net/ , Vapenlicens also meens you have the right to kill "almost" you can weer guns...)

What is the time right now?
The time is 23.26 or 11.26 night = 10? I don't agree with time. Time is something the human people has invented and I know that time do not exist. If you'r good enouth I think you can stop time. Becuase that is what I have feeld the last 4 years. The time didn't move at all. Everything I did was boring and sad. But in the same time I knew that it would be worse if I took my life or stop killing time. Corey told me I never had to take my own life. REMEMBER THAT!

Favoritnumber?
Every number can be 6, 8 or 9 if you agree with the world...

I answer everything to you...



Please make me, make me, cum...

The fly is attacking me. I think they are reborn ones... chosen ones, by me...

English words without knowing it... Forget Swedish?

Scarlett... aaaw cute wife she most have been...

Thank you... 04.43



"Stone Sour - Made of Scars"

ALL MADE BY  but she can't smile.

007 - right to kill

terrorin Alive

meow, this picture I painted in school, (bah) it will represent the princess of Terra (the planet Tellus) or something.

I can everything but I don't know a shit

Do it even sound reasonable? I meen, hallo, you can't hink two different things in the same time... are you sure?

God may create the world in seven days, but I have been in school every day this week and that is more likely.


























Big fucking bang!

nail polish

Well, now I have start school again, pretty cool class, better than the one before.
We have the end of the universe most stupid teacher in medical basic course doe. She is 28 years or something but in real she try to be in the same age as the other in my class, that is to say around 18 years old. I can't explaine here enormus focus about being young and she is one of the worse redicilus persons I ever meet.
I can't explaine. Think just about this and put it on a 30 year old teatcher who wants to be 14:
"OMG OMG!! YOU KNOW!! IT EXIST A SICKNESS WHERE YOU CAN EAT EXACTLY HOW MUCH YOU WANT WITHOUT GAIN WEIGHT!!! THINK OF HOW EXTREAMLY FANTASTIC THAT WOULD BE!!! JUST THINK ABOUT IT!!!!!!"

I don't know what to say, realy: no shit?


You think

Reading a stupid blog

I think:
Walk at the ceiling ffs.

Scroll down, comment on the stupid blog

Post of (other person): Walk at the ceiling

Post by (other person): Therese

Not sick at all.

Things you found

Strange or not, in 4 years I have want "Slipknot - Prelude 3.0" like a song on my funeral. Please someone remember that.



I think it's vierd.

Paul is dead.

01:06

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