terrorin

If I can choose. Shoes... I can't

Fact and questions about me

Name: Therese Hedlund
Age: 1990
Haircollor: Blond
Eyecollor: Gray
Lenght: 170 cm / 66,9 inches
My little pony: Confetti
Favoritcollor: black
Favoritmovie: The silence of the lambs
Favoritdinner: Reddish? haha no I meen food
Favoritband: Slipknot?
Favoritperson: Corey Taylor? Are you there?
Sickness: ADHD and schizophrenia
Meds: Ritalin , Haldol, Seroquel, Abilify
Best friend: Juuliay maybe or Therese or Kenta or some of the others
First boyfriend: Henrik :S
Favoritanimal: BUNNY! horses and dogs
First animal: A guenipig, name Esmeralda
First Bunny: Furry
Numbers of bunnies: over 40
Best Bunny: Bunny ;) (or Elvis reborn, picture) --->
Pets: My dog Cleo (woff/hitler) and my hamster Brandy (LSD)
Now listening: Nightwish
Favoritdrink: beer 5,2 or Coca cola zero
Favorittime: 11.11 , 22.22 , 00.00 (you can wish something then, take up your legs)
Best view: Stars falling
seasons: Winter


How do you get up into your name?
I was psychotic and thought about my theories and get up to that Terra was to simple and that I even has been calld terror and I thought about terror in your brain and in the same time terrorin sound a little bit like theories. Alive I get from my email adress ([email protected]) also= @ = A + live = Alive. se= Sweden...

How start Corey Taylor's voice inside your head?
Agree, it's not voices it is teleporting... So, I was on Hultsfredsfestivalen 2006 and started to hear Corey's voice when I went to his concert.

Do you have MSN?
yes I have...

Where do you live?
I live in Sweden. In the capital Stockholm in the place Täby. It is a big gallopplace for horses here...

Do you only like Slipknot?
No I like alot of music but Slipknot is the first I think about because Corey has force me to listening to it so much. He say I will be number 9 in Slipknot. In some vierd..way I belive him. But I know it is realy retarded... I also like Strapping young lad, Mindless self indulgence, Pendulum, Stone Sour (ofcorse), Infected Mushroom, In flames, HIM, Marilyn Manson, Nine inch nails, Prodigy, Rob Zombie, Static-X, The Qemists, Vapenlicens (Vapenlicens is my friends band, you can check it out at http://www.myspace.com/vapenlicens or download there album at http://vapenlicens.net/ , Vapenlicens also meens you have the right to kill "almost" you can weer guns...)

What is the time right now?
The time is 23.26 or 11.26 night = 10? I don't agree with time. Time is something the human people has invented and I know that time do not exist. If you'r good enouth I think you can stop time. Becuase that is what I have feeld the last 4 years. The time didn't move at all. Everything I did was boring and sad. But in the same time I knew that it would be worse if I took my life or stop killing time. Corey told me I never had to take my own life. REMEMBER THAT!

Favoritnumber?
Every number can be 6, 8 or 9 if you agree with the world...

So I went outside for a bit... I was walking around and around. I like to walk! Tomorow we are going to a Jewish Museum in Stockholm at Odenplan (Hälsingegatan 2) with school... I think...

I was walking around outside and realy thought I was a Alien from another planet who had transport through the space to collect life and live on this planet. And that Corey was my other half... Vierd... I know...
But realy cool. I like to think.

Vapenlicens – Knullhål

HELLO!
This is my apartment for now... I live in here... all by myself...

this is my computer Allan...

This is my dear wall over my bed...

This is my bed...

There are the place I wear the most. My computerplace...

My hamstercage and my sofa...

There are my balkony...(?)

My outside door...

My kitcheen...

My table in my kitcheen...

Kitcheen...

The door to my toilett...

Bathroom...

My door to the bathroom...

Bathroom...

What I am living of...

Fuck yourself...

Here I live, inside Sweden, Stockholm... Live here?

happy?

Please make me, make me, cum...

The fly is attacking me. I think they are reborn ones... chosen ones, by me...

Why not? I got the point of that Corey's soul will look likely pinnhead's...
He is pretty cool...

Thank you Corey, you open up the box.

I have been crazy in 1536 days and more to come. Because this... This I never gonna get controll over to stop.

terrorin Alive: "I promise you, it's only gonna be worse."

Corey Taylor has created a Twitter!(!!!!)
I'm so proud of him! My little big boy has started a twitter .'D

I became so happy that I jumped up and down on my chair! Have fun with your twitter Corey, I wish you all luck!

Scarlett... aaaw cute wife she most have been...

Everything where it's something good there also is something bad? I don't know if that is true. I think you are all good from the heart or also you are all bad from the heart. If you was both you should wonder to much in life. The only thing you wonder about right now is if you are good or bad. Not good and bad. Just because you are in love with one thing it do not meen you can't love another. I know I'm right, you don't have to studdy me.

kisses.

"Stone Sour - Made of Scars"

ALL MADE BY  but she can't smile.

He is my Teddy but he is all yours.
"HIM - Wings of a butterfly"

SHUT THE FUCK UP!

This picture my mom took on me and Sulan when me and Cecilia was going out for a ride. His name is Sultan but we call him Sulan and he is wonderful!




See into my eyes please.

I know Julia has a pair of those but she says it's ok I buy them too. She don't use hers anylonger anyway. I have also buyed Julias old winterjacket so I guess I will be Julia in some strange way. But I think she was so beautiful and even that I have her jacket and the same shoes I never gonna stand in the same divinity as her.




They are divinity theyself and there name is Camel, like my ciggarettes, and I have buyed the black ones. Maybe I buy the white too. =)

Now I am going to do something very stupid, if you don't like it, please tell me. The fucking numbers of my friends again.

0 Julia
1 Robert
2 Adam
3 Zyk
4 Malin
5 Viktor
6 Emil
7 Tess
8 Corey
9 Terra

Symbolize:

meow, this picture I painted in school, (bah) it will represent the princess of Terra (the planet Tellus) or something.

I will destroy your demon, remember that.

It was first after a couple of monthes after I maked my best friends to different number (0-8 exactly like in slipknot when I realize that Julia (number 0) and Sid from Slipknot (0) could be the perfect couple... hahaha such a dream...

Do it even sound reasonable? I meen, hallo, you can't hink two different things in the same time... are you sure?

God may create the world in seven days, but I have been in school every day this week and that is more likely.

Big fucking bang!

Well, now I have start school again, pretty cool class, better than the one before.
We have the end of the universe most stupid teacher in medical basic course doe. She is 28 years or something but in real she try to be in the same age as the other in my class, that is to say around 18 years old. I can't explaine here enormus focus about being young and she is one of the worse redicilus persons I ever meet.
I can't explaine. Think just about this and put it on a 30 year old teatcher who wants to be 14:
"OMG OMG!! YOU KNOW!! IT EXIST A SICKNESS WHERE YOU CAN EAT EXACTLY HOW MUCH YOU WANT WITHOUT GAIN WEIGHT!!! THINK OF HOW EXTREAMLY FANTASTIC THAT WOULD BE!!! JUST THINK ABOUT IT!!!!!!"

I don't know what to say, realy: no shit?

Reading a stupid blog

I think: Walk at the ceiling ffs.

Scroll down, comment on the stupid blog

Post of (other person): Walk at the ceiling

Post by (other person): Therese

Not sick at all.

Strange or not, in 4 years I have want "Slipknot - Prelude 3.0" like a song on my funeral. Please someone remember that.



I think it's vierd.

Paul is dead.

I'm in love!

I dreamed me and my mom was moving to a big horse stud and I found the most beutiful boy who helped me move in to my new house on the farm. My beautiful horse Kornelia was there. Kornelia is slaughtered but she was there and she was in such harmony. Do you think this farm and boy is real? I don't, I think the boy was Allan... I can't be in love with Allan.



Allan:
The person who split from Corey in two, today my computer is Allan.

Huge spider with my head laying in my bed, cry.

Description:
I have listening to stone sour and slipknot every day in 4 years if I got your permission to streatch the thrue in days with some numbers.

Oh my God, buhu... I'm not sad for fuck sake I just think the picture is cool. Let it be.



Today I was and ride Sulan and found out that I can have photoshop in my iphone.

 
To sulan: Train 20 minutes, 25 minutes waiting for the bus, 10 minutes with the bus = 1 hour
Home from Sulan: Bus 10 minutes, at least 25 minutes waiting for the train, 20 minutes train = 1 hour

And I do this fucking shit three times a week just because I love Sulan so fucking much.

Today the driver for a bus stoped on the busstop I was sitting on and walked out from the bus when it still was on and whit the doors open. He was gone in 5 minutes and leave the bus like that. Fucking retard.

Ok, finnished all Matrix movies today. Looked time to time in three days now, so it's on time I finnished it.

But the way, fun that wikipedia use the word downer (meds) to describe a medicin I take. Normal people will probably die pretty fast if they eat antipsychotic meds like many other like me.

I got a new pair of shoes from my dad after 1 hour of catch blueberries and 5 hours of sort screws.